Awful title, especially when you spend 5 years on this job. When it’s your first and only job ever, and you have no idea what is like working under different boss, under different conditions.
First of all, I really, really, really need this money. With college going on, with redecoration of the appartment I live in, I really could use this money for much better purpose than I usually do. And this is the first year when I come to work thinking that this could be my last day. Today is August 2nd, and D day is on Tuesday, August 5th. I have exams in September, and I can work till the end of August. And where can I find the job for this 20 days?!?! But, staying at home for this 20 days costs me several hundreds of euros – which is A LOT OF MONEY when you are a student in a poor country. Country that belongs to the Europe continent, but not to the EU. Enough said.
BUT, (yes, there is a big “but”), this job sucks. It was ok few years ago, but now everything changed, and it sucks. Everybody notice that. At the outside, everything looks fine, but in the inside… Nothing seems to be working, nothing seems to be ok. Nobody respects me there anymore, I have to say something for about thousand times so somebody would listen to me. I work only half the time I was working the last summer… The place is falling apart, and part of me wants to run away.
In the end, I don’t know what to think about all this anymore. I’ll have enough food to eat, my folks can also redecorate my room… and my big exam in September, which is crucial for the scholarship I’m getting, must be done perfectly. This exam is the most important thing, and I need to remeber this. So that I can concetrate on learning when I come home from work. From work that maybe would not be mine after Tuesday.
